My Bestfriend

Once i fell in love of my bestfriend. I don't know how and when did it all begun. All i know is i love him that much. Now that we're apart and broke..i still love him the way i used to. I still love him in spite of everything,in spite of the pain it brought to me.It's really hard to accept that everything between us is over.
All of us are hoping to have a long lasting relationship ,of course who doesn't want to,right. Nobody wants to be broken,to be hurt and hurt someone. But no matter how we love that person if you were not meant to be it's just wouldn't be.
I thought that i was stupid for loving him continuously. I tried to move on but it is not that easy. I Can still remember the time when i told you that i will never give you up,i will never give up our love and fight for it even if a lot of people do not want us to be together. But i realize that it's not that easy. It's just that how can you fight for that love if the other person give it up already.How can you stand on it if the person you love,the person you're trying to fight for,loves somebody else.
From the very start i knew that we'll just be hurting ourselves but still i tried,we tried and hoped that it would be a happy ending like those fairytale love stories found on the books,an unconditional love as what they called it. But we we're wrong because there's no such thing in this world.
Sometimes i found myself crying looking nowhere. Awake until dawn trying to figure out why it has to happen. Why do we have to get hurt and cry.Many times i have told him that I regret the day i met him,regret why did i follow my heart. All i want to do is to hate him but i just can't.
Well,everybody made mistakes. Mistakes that brought our relationship to an end.I told you that i can live my life without you. And I thought i can stand on it but i really can't no matter how hard i try. I'll just hope that someday everything will be ok.